Im 16 and feel like im 50...i hate my life?

I can ure you that although it may seem rough at the moment, it feels like there is nothing to live for, there is. You are going through a "learning" stage per se in your life and I know it may seem hard to understand this, take a look at the big picture. Go outside of the box and take a look in. There is a reason for everything that happens to us in life rather good or bad and we can and do learn from it all. Being 16, you are at a very hormonal stage as well which can cause a lot of the feelings that you have, it will p. Have you by chance sought out counseling? Just because an individual goes to counseling does not necessarily mean that they have something wrong with them. We all need someone to talk to in order to "get it all out" and a counselor or psychologist is trained in this and can even answer some of your questions. I myself struggled with weight and even still do today but you will find that with age, it all gets easier at some point. You are young and have soooo much to do in this life, just as we all do. When you get a bit older and are able to be on your own you will learn what life is truly about and freedom as well and will come to a complete and total understanding of it all. Death is a permanent solution to a temporary situation, you are right now in a TEMPORARY situation. Please know that this life is so worth living once you get past the bad humps. I am sure that you will grow up to do something really special with your life and will one day look back on all of this and realize that it is all for a reason and totally worth it regardless of how you may feel right now.